Monday, October 4, 2010

Patients bringing it all to the table...

Painting on site at e-Patients Connections

Have you ever seen me paint in public? I am usually covered in drops and splotches of paint. My hair is a wild, wind-blown mess. My rolling shopping cart is parked beside me filled with brushes and the accoutrements of my craft. When carrying my supplies to the job site, I seem weighed down with the weight of the world, and strangers on the street often assume I am homeless. My canvas is usually a public wall on a city street. I paint beside grit and litter and a faint aroma of urine. What I paint is not always pretty, and neither are my surroundings. I take in this ambiance and a vision from my soul, and I smear them on a wall for all to see.


People stop. People stare. They ask me questions. Like a single rose growing in an abandoned city lot, I do not belong. When I painted 73 Cents, hundreds of people stopped by and asked questions. I would step off my ladder and explain the work. I would explain the importance of data access and patient rights. Those who questioned often apologized for their intrusion. I would tell them no, do not apologize. This is part of public art. This is part of discernment. Your questions inform the art and make it better. The best questions often came from the children. They would ask anything. There was no topic too personal or gross for a child to ask. The parents would often try to hush their inquisitive offspring, but I would just answer. I love the questions of childhood. Ah, to view the world as little children…


I have been thinking quite a bit about the child’s eye view of medicine and information technology in recent days. I have been especially focusing on the view of the child with special needs and autism.


A few months ago, Kevin Kruse invited me to speak at his conference e-Patients Connections. I knew of Kevin through his Twitter presence but also through his sister, whom I met through Twitter and Facebook. Kevin’s sister, Diana Kruse Sebzda, is an amazing thinker and writer on grief. We have talked on the phone about grief and social media, and she is a great friend. So when Kevin contacted me about speaking, I was already primed to say yes. But Kevin took it a step further and asked me to paint on site as well. He then proposed that we auction off the work to raise money for a charity of my choice. I knew at that moment what charity I would support and what would be the body of my speech. I would support the Ivymount School Model Asberger Program as my husband did, and I would speak of our son Freddie.


Do you know the wishes of your loved ones? Have you ever taken that advance directive conversation a step further and found out the in lieu of flowers of your partner/parent/child? I vividly remember sitting at my husband’s side and speaking about pallbearers and which memorial charity would Fred choose. He chose Ivymount. He picked the school that helped our son and held his broken heart within their open hands. He picked the school that counseled and guided a child through the worst moments in his life and provided such solace in a time of great anguish. They did this for us, and they do it everyday. Everyday they help children who have been so hurt in this world. They take children who arrive in pressure blankets and sound canceling headphones and guide them to a place of peace where they can learn and flourish. They take children who come without friends who have been taunted and ridiculed and help restore their self-esteem. The teachers and staff of Ivymount remember what it feels like to be a child. They remember the battleground of the school yard. They know the importance of being allowed to join the play.


So I said yes. I would speak, and I would paint. I would paint a playground. And I would speak of Freddie.




This is a closed data loop.

In health information technology circles we often speak of closed data loops. The patient’s medical record may be easily viewed by the doctor or institution, but not by the patient. I often think of hoops in relation to this discourse. I think of circuits, rings, circles, loops, and Galilee. I even wrote a poem about it called “Wheals on the Bus.” In this painting I am trying to convey the awful isolating power of the closed data loop. The doctor/child is very self-satisfied. She sways within her hula-hoop listening to her headphones. Her eyes are closed, and she is smiling. The patient/child looks on as if a sorrowing icon. His clothing is half patient gown and half Roman column. He is fixed in place with no avenue for communication. The sky above is covered by a glaucoma-filled eye. The all-seeing eye is blinded, and the loop remains closed.



Point to Point Communication
This is an example of point to point communication.

So in this piece we have the concerned patient/child looking into the distance. She holds her sad small PHR (personal health record) in her hand. It looks like a toy silo with a cute little toy tractor. It is a toy; and good for pretending, but it does not communicate within the larger HIE (Health Information Exchange.) To the patient/child’s left two doctor/children are engaged in a rousing moment of double dutch jump roping. Their information surges back and forth within a double helix made of pills and pixels. In the center jumps the joyous hospital administrator. She jumps happily within the spinning data loops as other executives wait their turn.


And there my vision stopped and the conference itself began to affect the work. For as I painted, Sona Mehring, founder of Caring Bridge, began to speak. She gave a very informative speech about the power of Caring Bridge to help families and caregivers during a time of crises. She went on to explain the importance of utilizing the service as no one posts this kind of information on his or her Facebook status line. It was instantly incredulous. I was a no one, I suppose. I did not use Caring Bridge during Fred’s struggle with cancer. This was a purposeful choice. I did not want to separate our little family tragedy from the news feed or from the friend feed. I wanted all of my friends with me on this journey. So every night I posted a status line that told you about our medical reality. If you had looked at my news feed on June 17, 2009, it would have told of summer camps and Farmville. It would have had obscure movie references and talk of weekend barbeques. And you would have also seen:

“Fred passed away this morning. It was really peaceful. Joan held his one hand with Freddie. I held the other hand with Isaac. It was as good as it could be. As Freddie says, Daddy is no longer in pain. We will miss him. We will see him in Heaven.”


While I painted, I felt the power of the tragic stories told on Caring Bridge combined with the endless sharing of Facebook. I saw what could happen when you do not quiet sickness and death, but instead share the message far and wide. So in this painting Caring Bridge marries Facebook. They are zooming by in shiny, red car. Behind them trails a just married sign upheld by the Twitter bird. Also trailing behind are tin-can phones. Those phones connect you to social media. The administrators and executives waiting in line to play EMR double-dutch are communicating via these phones. They may not yet have grasped the importance of implementing a fully functioning and patient participatory EMR (Electronic Medical Record), but if social media is doing its job, with every post, tweet, or share, we are showing them there is a better way. And I wonder if you noticed the bridge in the painting is a modified image of the Key Bridge, because this is truly the key to making health care work for us all. We must have open communication at every step of the way.



Health Information Exchange
This is the future of HIE...

The final painting has an unfinished look about it. This is a scene where doctors, patients, administrators and members of pharma all are holding up the play parachute. They are joyous. They are bouncing data balls into the air. Those data balls spell HIE. This is what a fully functioning health information exchange should look like. We should all be linked together in a circle: included, not excluded. The painting is unfinished because we are not at that point yet. These figures are still ephemeral, but they are holding up the parachute. Playing with a parachute is fun. It billows so nicely, and the silk is so smooth, but we should never forget the reason we have parachutes. Parachutes save lives, but only if you can pull the cord. A parachute that is packed away and inaccessible will not help as you fall.


This final painting in the series I began on the first day. There is an elephant in the sky. I painted this as Kevin spoke of the elephant in the room when we speak of medicine and compliance. That long-suffering elephant has been a beast of burden, hauling its stacks of medical records from doctor to doctor and from place to place. The elephant remembers how it has been treated and seems so gentle and quiet until it trumpets warning.


Regina Holliday iwth the tools of her craft photo by Christine Kraft

Well, if you haven't figured it out yet. I am trumpeting! I have hauled brushes and paints. I have carried reams of records. I am an e-patient. I am a mother, a poet, and an artist, and I am ringing the claxon. We will no longer be quiet. We will question like the mind of a child: always searching, always learning and bringing something new to the equation with every point we make.


I am so glad I was invited to e-Patients Connections. I am so happy that Kevin was brave enough to allow me to bring forth the view of the patient. I am glad I could paint just as well in a fancy dress within a large ballroom as I could on a city street. I proudly spoke before those assembled about my wonderful son and informed them about the amazing way he sees our world. I am thankful for Red Nucleus, the company who purchased the paintings. That money will help children lead a better life. I am also filled with gratitude for the amazing help I received from Pixels and Pills. Not only did they post an interview about my work--they also took the pictures of the paintings that were sold and gave them to me on a USB bracelet so I could write this blog. They were gracious and kind and incredibly helpful throughout the entire conference. I am also thankful for the amazing group who listened that day as I talked of despair and sadness, but also of love and joy. The room was filled with amazing advocates for participatory medicine. Some of the greatest voices working within the e-Patient movement were there such as Dr. Ted Eytan, Dr. Danny Sands, E-Patient Dave, Donna Cryer, Phil Baumann, Jane Sarasohn-Kahn, Liz Scherer, and so many more...


At the close of my speech I shared my poem “The Wheals on the Bus.” One line is “ARRA! Arise!” As I finished speaking, the audience did indeed arise. An amazing energy filled the room, and I knew the elephant had come into its own. We were all standing up ready to grasp the parachute and send the ripples far and wide. Now we must go forth in the world as empowered e-patients and change everything!


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5 comments:

  1. Regina, it was amazing watching you work your magical paintbrush on these canvases during the e-Patients conference. But when you stood up to tell your brave story, the entire audience was deeply moved.

    Never stop telling it.

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  2. With each brush stroke you put thoughts, dreams and feelings into something people can see and touch.

    I wish that you lived in an area like Seattle with Group Health Cooperative (the 580,000 members own it) where we already have full access to our medical records (Ted Eytan worked to make that happen).

    In fact we gave patients read write access from the beginning and they helped pull the doctors forward. Now over 50% of all patients are online and using it. You can Refill prescriptions, E-mail doctors, Request appointments and see online medical records.

    That same EHR will be used by 1 in 4 providers in the US by the time full implementation is complete. Every patient who has a doctor on it could have full access to their medical records if they simply opened it up to patients and educated the providers that it is just a new communication tool not an end itself.

    The biggest challenge is in the small practices where the bulk of the providers work since they all have different systems.

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  3. Such amazing work you do.

    Your art isn't just the paintings you make: it's the revealing of the truth of what happens in healthcare. Your art shocks us out of our habituation to unacceptable practice and care.

    An honor to be at the conference with you there.

    Phil

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  4. Thank you so much for posting comments on this post. Danny it was my honor to present right after you. I was so glad to follow someone with such a great command of the stage. I plan to talk about our story and patients' rights for the rest of my life, but I do hope to someday say remember when things used to be so hard.

    Sherry, perhaps our life would have been so much easier if we had lived in Seattle. Perhaps Fred would have lived longer... But that was not the deal we were dealt. Life is often hard, but it really important to take the cards and play the game to the best of our ability. I know that my words are helping others realize the importance of using systems like the ones you describe. thank you so much for spreading my images and words.

    Phil, I was so pleased to see you again. You bring such energy to all you do. I am glad my art can shake people into a new type of understanding and I so happy to know you will be there to tweet it far and wide.

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  5. Nice painting Regina, it was amazing to watching your magical paintbrush on these canvases.

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