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Saturday, July 23, 2011

The Patient Speakers: More Than a Fly in The Ointment

This week I spent hours on the phone with some of the great minds working within patient advocacy.  I asked them a series of 17 questions.   Designed by the wonderful staff at TMIT (Texas Medical Institute of Technology), these questions are helping to create the nuts and bolts of an online vetted registry of Patient Speakers at a regional, national and international level.

In the midst of this process, I received a twitter mention from @cascadia also known as Sherry Reynolds.  She lead me to an article on the Health Affairs blog entitled:





Patient AdvocatesFlies In The Ointment Of Evidence-Based Care ...

by Jessie Gruman.  I must admit I was rather taken aback as I follow Jesse on Twitter and she has always supported patient empowerment in the past.  Jessie Gruman is the president and founder of the Center for Advancing Health.  Its mission statement is: "CFAH conducts research, communicates findings and advocates for policies that support everyone’s ability to benefit from advances in health science."
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So, I was feeling rather stabbed in the back by being called a fly, and not just a fly, but also a dead one spoiling a perfectly good ointment.  Jessie had decided to use a slightly incendiary tone in order to promote debate.  For within her post discussing the testimony of patients before the Food and Drug Administration regarding the drug Avastin, was a critique of the power of the individual patient voice in relation to the combined power of evidence based medicine and governmental regulation.  

The patient voice can be a very powerful tool.  Some may see a patient speaker as a Mayfly: here today and gone tomorrow.  They may see us as the current tale of sorrow to be trotted upon the stage and then fall into obscurity.  Or perhaps we are viewed as the buzzing fly.  The persistent drone of patient advocate babble in the background at a meeting or at a conference, not important just a nuisance.  But what does it mean to be called a fly in the ointment?  Well, that’s Biblical.   That means we have disturbed and defiled the sacred anointed oil of medicine with a corpse.

And then I realized the true power Jesse’s title. 
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For my fly is Fred, and Helen Haskell’s fly is Lewis, and May Ellen Mannix‘s fly is James, and Leslie Boyd's fly is Mike and we are disturbing the ointment.  We fly throughout the nation as patient speakers trying to change the status quo from a profit-driven model of care to a patient-centered model of care.   And we form a powerful group, that combined can support evidence based medicine by aggregating our shared stories.

But before you can use our knowledge, you must be able to find us.  And once you are able to find us we must be paid based upon our experience, depth knowledge and quality of our speech.

Dave deBronkart
This is a concern Dave DeBronkart, other wise known as e-Patient Dave, has been writing about since January of 2009.  

The New Life of e-Patient Dave: A Call for a Patients Speakers Bureau




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That is the reason we are creating a Patient Speakers Bureau.  The decision to create such a resource was made after a conversation I had with TMIT CEO Charles Denham, MD.  He asked me what did I see as a necessary next step in patient advocacy.  I told him we needed a patient speakers bureau.  In the patient advocacy community we have been talking about this need for a number of years.  My frustration at the lack of such a resource reached its pinnacle as I did dishes one Saturday.  I received a phone call from CMS (Centers for Medicaid/Medicare Services) asking which speakers would I recommend for an event in Texas.  I was in my kitchen in Washington, DC doing dishes as my five year old played with toys upon the floor, and I was the resource for CMS to find a speaker in Texas.

I thought there must be a better way.

I knew there were amazing people throughout the country who could speak on a host of patient advocacy topics and do so from the perspective of a patient.   I knew some of them.  And Dave De Bronkart knew some of them.  And Trisha Torrey knew some of them.  And Charles Denham knew some of them.  If you knew Dave, Trisha, Chuck or Me, you could ask us for our lists.  But that is very cumbersome and it feels like we are constantly re-inventing the wheel.  The beauty of an internet resource is that it advocates 24 hours a day.  And try as hard we can to keep going, human advocates must sleep.
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Clean and Simple Web Design

I asked the advocates what websites did they use and what feature was the most important.  By far and wide, the advocates were focused on a using a good search function.  They also loved data filtering and aggregation.  They thought the ability to have communication within a community was important as well.

If you have a cause you must be on Twitter.
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Which social media sites do patient advocates use?  They listed Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Meet-Up, Slideshare, Google +, Blogger, Wordpress and Posterous as important tools in the patient advocate toolbox.  Unlike many speaker bureaus, we are focusing on promoting the speaker with a well-rounded advocacy platform.  The speech is not an end unto itself, but instead a beginning.  Most of these speakers blog and have an astute command of social media that will allow the concepts of the conference echo for weeks, months and years on the world wide web.  Indeed, hiring a speaker from those listed on this portal can increase the digital footprint of a facility often faster than is possible with their in-house social media team.

“I am one person.”

One of the benefits I often attribute to hiring a patient speaker or inviting them to attend a meeting, is the benefit of the one-person view.  Often organizations become so multifaceted and constrained by the will of the group they become handicapped in their ability to present the individual patient view.  I found it very interesting that many of the advocates I interviewed present themselves across every social media platform as themselves, seamlessly blending professional and personal lives.  The only exception was Facebook .  In about half of those interviewed they said their Facebook usage was more for friends and family with far less professional messaging.

I do not look for them; they find me.

I asked the speakers if any of them had experience with other speaker bureaus.  Most responded that they had little experience with such sites.  Some had visited the Washington Speakers Bureau, NAMI, Alzheimer’s Association and SpeakerGram.  Most of the advocates had never used such sites and relied exclusively on word of mouth to promote their speaking advocacy.

If we build it, will they learn?
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I asked about any thoughts the advocates had on continuing education on patient topics and in patient speaking.  I also asked in what format should we teach such topics.  The advocate pool said text based information was a must, interspersed short video and audio clips.  They also said a webinar element both live and archived was important.  The stressed the need for small group interaction and self-directed learning.

We also queried the groups about two planned courses: “A Crash Course in n Public Speaking” and “Narrowing your Speaker Topic.”   Those surveyed said they would be very interested in such courses and would like other concepts as well.  They were interested in learning about their audiences, understanding national patient advocacy strategy, and wanted to see great speeches.  Requests were made to learn how to better harness presentation tools like Power Point, Keynote, and Prezzi.   Most responders thought a best speeches segment and  “What not to do" presented in a short video format would be well received.

Now Playing in Theaters Near You

We wanted to get a gauge on which organizations were currently inviting patient speakers and found out that there was a wide range of venues.  Many of the advocates had spoken before RWJ Foundation, IHI, HIMSS, HealthCamp, and Health 2.0.  They had spoken before hospitals, Quality Care Organizations, Beacon Communities, Legislatures, White House Initiatives, Medical Insurers, Therapy Groups, Medical Schools, Data Users Groups, Social Service Agencies, Venders and Medical Conferences.
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Patient speakers were beginning to show up at many venues.  And like any good fly on the wall they were listening for more opportunities to spread the word, often handing out piles of business cards at each engagement.  They also were utilizing their social media contacts to disseminate the information gathered at each venue to spread across the many silos of thought and culture.

From Honoraria to Invoicing for Oratory

As patient advocates are viewed as more than a one-off story, their stature changes to that of a professional patient speaker.  Within this transition, a speaker goes from speaking without recompense, to speaking while receiving honoraria, to a point that their participation has become so valuable that they are working under a speakers/lecturers contract.  Many speakers are doing their advocacy speaking with little business support; I asked our pool if they would be interested in guidance and help within the world of invoicing and contracts.  Almost uniformly the survey respondent requested help.   Many wished to know current appropriate pay scales, and asked questions about tax liability.  Suggestions on bookkeeping, fee negotiation and how to deal with delinquent payment were also very much on the mind of many of the advocates.

On Ratings and Rankings

We asked speakers to consider what would be the most important elements of their speaker profile.  Several of the speakers said they were not interested in a linear format of information, but said the key elements were: Name, 3 Topics, Contact now, Photo, testimonials/Patient Story, audio/video, slideshare, website/social media, location, Bio/short CV, honoraria/speaker fee, contact email/phone and a yelp-like ranking system populated by organizations that had hired said speakers.

The group cautioned against video only, as video is blocked at many facilities.  Likewise some recommended imbedding a Twitter feed vs. a hot button link to twitter as social media sites are blocked at many institutions.  They strongly encouraged the ability to rank speakers.  Some speakers encouraged designing this site to work on smart phone platforms as many of those researching speakers may have to use their personal devices to view blocked video.

Playing “Ring Around the Rosy” on the Landing Page

I asked those surveyed if we could feature speakers on the landing page how should that be done.  This question had very divided answers.  Some thought it should be completely random, some randomized with priority, some based on audience interest using analytics, and others thought it should be based on trending interest. 

"Speak what we feel, not what we ought to say" -William Shakespeare

I asked how should these speakers be marketed and how should we promote the site.  The advocates responded overwhelmingly that they would market themselves and the others in the portal using the tools of social media, during their own speeches and while networking at conferences.  They said they would like it if TMIT would help promote, but they would use their passion, connections and grass-roots activism to promote as well.

As far as creating awareness for the site itself, they recommended a press release, emailing all contacts, partner with consumer organizations and populate the site with an exclusive list of vetted speakers.  They also recommended using technology to create widgets to imbed on sites that support our mission, tag and link back through our blogs and enable a comments section.
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What shall we name the Baby?

Like any good parent who has been thinking of the upcoming birth of their child, we have been concentrating in the design and care of our site.  But it also must have a name.  We could call it many names, but the most popular were along the lines of Patient Speakers, Patient Speakers Bureau, and The Patient Voice. 


It was great to talk with so many wonderful folks during this process.  And I would be very interested read your thoughts in the comment section.  I think we are on the brink of cultural shift on how we view patient participation within medical care on a local and national policy scale.  I am glad I met Chuck Denham and the other great folks at TMIT who are realizing a dream that many of us have been hoping for these past years.   I am glad this portal can be part of that, and am proud to be a speaker as well as the “painting fly” upon the wall.


Yes, Dave wrote his post for the need for this portal back on January 24th 2009.  And that same day my husband posted this:


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I cannot help but wonder how different our lives would be if this portal was around five years ago instead.  Would Fred have seen birthdays four and five as well?  

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Never Enough


A few years ago, I saw a vey funny episode of Dexter's Laboratory.  It was entitled Star Check Unconventional and the episode took place in world where a Star Trek-style science fiction convention meets a Barbie-style convention. This episode introduces the important concept of NRFB.  If you are one of my science fiction, Doctor Who-loving, uber tech geek friends, you will know exactly what that means.  I will explain the phenomena and abbreviation to the rest of you. It refers to the pinnacle of any collector: Never Removed From Box.  Oh, the exquisite joy of owning something no one has touched since manufacture! 

There is only one moment that is better: When you finally open the box.

I was the perfect audience for this episode, as I am a huge Trek fan and also am a big fan of Barbie.  When people gave me Barbie dolls as gifts as an adult, I kept these collectibles in their boxes for years.  I had a pretty big stash in the closet that I would lovingly caress each plastic and chipboard exterior.  In addition to my Barbie collection, my husband Fred had a whole shelf of Stephen King books that no one was allowed to read for fear of cracking their spines.

When my eldest son Freddie was four, he mostly stayed away from his father's "scary" books; but one day he found my Barbie stash.  At first he was merely perplexed as to why I would keep perfectly good toys in boxes for years in a closet.  Next, he reasoned that I must have been waiting for him to get old enough so we could play with them together.  I began explaining that they were special, collector’s items.  I even had Olympic gymnast Barbie 1996 and very special Ballerina Barbie with the palest skin and gown.  These dolls were too important to play with.

Freddie was outraged said,  "You play with toys! Let's open all of them now!" For a moment of indecision I held back.  Then we ripped into the boxes and began the Barbie Liberation Movement. Oh, what a glorious day!  I waited so long to smell the plastic of their bodies and run small brushes through their hair.  They were so perfect!   We played with those Barbie’s for hours, then weeks. I returned to one of the greatest joys of my childhood and I took my little boy with me on the journey. 

The thing that is better than NRFB, is holding your greatest happiness in your arms to feel it and caress it.  And this memory is linked to another in my mind: the birth of our son Freddie.

I had carried him inside me for 36 weeks.  I held him so long without being able to touch him.  I loved him and fantasized about his beauty for months.  And finally at 36 weeks, I went into labor.  After five hours of natural childbirth I delivered him.  He was so beautiful.  His new skin amazed me.  He was fresh from the package.  As I rejoiced at his little body in my arms, I traced my fingertip along the peach fuzz of hair across his brow.  Then his temperature began to plummet and they took him away.  About one hour and 45 minutes after I had Freddie, I was sitting at his side in the NICU. 

He was in big plastic box attached to wires.

And I could only touch his little hand.  I could feel a little bit of his perfect skin.  And I would watch as they would stab his little feet again and again to take a large enough daily blood sample.  I felt a kind of impotent rage as his little mouth would curl in pain and would see a silent scream in the moment before he took a breath and his cries would fill the room.  And after seven days in the NICU, we could take him home.  He was still underweight and his bilirubin was high, but we could take him home. 

I would rejoice and hold him in my arms and trace the peach fuzz upon his brow.

And all of this I thought of when I painted Mary Ellen's Jacket: Never Enough.
Never Enough: Mary Ellen's Jacket
In 2001, Mary Ellen Mannix was a happily married mother of three when she found out that she was expecting her fourth child James.  At 20 weeks James was diagnosed with a possible coarctation of the aorta.  The doctors were not overly concerned because it seemed as though James did not have a severe case of this hourglass shaped malformation of the traditionally long-tube shaped structure.

Mary Ellen did as much research as she was able to do.  This was 2001, so like many of their friends they did not own a home computer.  She utilized a network of friends to find out their recommendations for the best hospital for delivery.  Mary Ellen and her husband were assured time and time again, "We are not talking open heart surgery here. Your child does not have a life threatening heart defect IF he even has one at all. This is very minor."

 James was born on October 2nd, 2001.  He was a large baby.  At birth, he had a loud raspy cry. The delivery team took James away for an ECHO and would not let Mary Ellen’s husband Mike attend the procedure.

After three hours with no communication as to the results of the examination or being told the whereabouts of their son, Mary Ellen and her husband began looking for him.  Their current hospital had already arranged transport for James to be admitted to another hospital where a world-renown surgeon that specialized in this disorder could treat him.  Mary Ellen was upset.  The parents had not been informed about nor consented to transfer.

Mary Ellen expressed her desire to keep her son near her.  They spoke to a Pediatric Cardiologist in the hallway who assured them, “Oh he is fine. James looks great. We just figure they can monitor him down there the next couple of days."  Mary Ellen again expressed her concerns and desire that baby James stay near her.  The cardiologist responded, “If he were my baby, I would want him there. Just in case something happens."

Mary Ellen felt disempowered, and pressed into a treatment path not of her choosing.

James was eating and doing great, and he continued to do so for the next 36 hours.  He was a beautiful baby with such lovely skin, so loved by his parents.  There wasn’t an emergency situation.  When the hospital asked for consent to “correct the coarct,” Mary Ellen and Mike were told a catheterization procedure - like a balloon angioplasty would be preformed upon James.  Or perhaps, medication could be prescribed instead of surgery. They were assured that procedure was a minor one: "We are not talking open heart surgery here."

The next day they took him.

At this point Mary Ellen and her husband learned nothing more about what happened to their son until after they hired a lawyer

The staff at the new facility performed open-heart surgery with deep hypothermic circulatory arrest.  They used a broken ventilator during surgery.  After surgery the family was not allowed to be with James, as it would “excite him too much.  The family was briefly allowed to see him at 4:00pm.  A nurse said, "When you come back you will be able to feed him."  As Marry Ellen was still adjusting to the knowledge of all that they had done said, "That is okay. I can wait. Don't rush him. So long as he is ok, I can wait."

When Mary Ellen and Mike left the room, the unit staff electively extubated James.  His CO2 went up and his oxygen saturation went down.  They took blood gas after blood gas every 15 minutes for the next 3 ½ hours.  Then they dosed this little baby with a huge dose of morphine. 

Things went from bad to worse.  Staff members who had left for dinner were paged back.  They did CPR.  They had to open his chest again and gave James several epinephrine shots straight into his heart.  A doctor who a few moments before had been enjoying his dinner, was doing cardiac massage to James walnut sized heart.  

Then they put him on ECMO.  This is used in intensive care medicine and is an extracorporeal technique of providing both cardiac and respiratory support oxygen. This is used with patients whose lungs and heart have been severely damaged and is considered a treatment of last resort. James was back on a ventilator after having been taken off one too quickly.   Then he was placed on it too long. He developed ventilator-associated pneumothorax (preventable).  He was brain damaged.

As Mary Ellen’s lawyer phrased it, "It was a parade of horrible." Things kept getting worse: more medication errors, another surgery without consent, hospital acquired infections and sepsis. The evening of Oct11th, James was starting to look better. He was taken off the ECMO. The staff finally asked for breast-milk for James.  He looked so beautiful.

Mary Ellen fell asleep while expressing, and was woken on the morning of October 12th by two Doctors informing her that James had been take into emergency surgery.

Later that morning, Mary Ellen saw her precious James.   He was black blue and purple all over. He skin was taunt and swollen to the size of a nine month old. His one hand was completely black. He had an open wound from the surgery on his right side.

She knew he was gone.

They put him back on ECMO.  It was a Friday.  The surgeon was not to be found. Mary Ellen and Mike kept asking to talk to him.  Eventually they left the CICU and in the hallway we tracked him down. 
A father's love
Mary Ellen’s husband Mike asked him, "So you will oversee James's care this weekend?"

He said "No."

Mike said, "Then who will be in charge?"

The Doctor responded with, "I don’t know."

Mike said, "Really, we just want to know who will oversee our son's care this weekend."
The Doctor answered with, "What difference does knowing that make now?"

Mary Ellen and Michael turned the machines off the next morning – Saturday October 12th.  James had lived for eleven days.  Marry Ellen and Mike gathered their things in silence.  No social workers, no clergy, no doctor or nurse would help them in their darkest grief.  Just silence.

In the weeks and months that passed, more silence.  No one would tell them what had happened.  No one would tell them anything, until they had a lawyer and went to court.  The Mannix family was offered 750,000 dollars to settle the case. To get that sum, they must agree to silence.  There was a gag rule attached to the settlement.  They must never speak of the case again.

They turned down the settlement.
Never Enough
That would never be enough.  Mary Ellen knew she must tale this tale, for her family and for everyone else who was suffering.  She must tell it for all the other families who had the same story, but to due financial reasons accepted silence in exchange for needed recompense.  She would write a book and spread the tale. And that would not be enough.  She would found a non-profit called James’s Project in order to get books such as hers and the work’s of other advocate patients in the hands of medical students, doctors and other families.  And that still would not be enough. She would walk in the Walking Gallery with a picture of her baby on her back.
A book offering
It would never be enough, never enough.  Because I know where Mary Ellen’s mind goes at night.  I know the memories begin to unspool.  The moments begin in utter normality of breakfast cereals and children’s cartoons and it goes so very wrong.  And each night we relive the silence and the poor decisions, and fill our minds with might have-been.  It will never be enough because James had been NRFB.  He had been perfect and loved and had such beautiful skin. 

And they turned him black, blue and purple.  They destroyed James and broke the hearts of his family members.  And they did it in silence.

No, it will never be enough.